Abstinence from Mind Altering Substances

In contemporary society, the discourse surrounding substance use, particularly marijuana and other commonly used illicit drugs, is complex and multifaceted. While some individuals choose to engage in such activities, others, like myself, opt for abstinence. This decision is often informed by a myriad of factors, ranging from personal beliefs and values to considerations of health, legal ramifications, and social influences. Below, I aim to elucidate my rationale for abstaining from marijuana and other illicit substances in my personal and professional life.

First and foremost, my decision to refrain from using marijuana or any other illicit substance stems from a commitment to prioritizing my physical and mental well-being. I hit the gym every morning at 4:30am, I meditate daily, and water is my preferred beverage (I do drink alcohol socially). Extensive research has highlighted the adverse effects of substance abuse on both the brain and body. Marijuana contains psychoactive compounds that can impair cognitive function, alter mood states, and induce dependency with prolonged use despite what many believe. In my early 20s I discovered that marijuana isn't for me. I don't like how it feels and I can't handle it. I was sick for a few days and felt groggy. I have tried different strains and gummies and the result is always the same, therefore; I don't do it.

Moreover, the legal and societal ramifications associated with drug use cannot be overlooked. Despite shifting attitudes towards marijuana legalization in certain jurisdictions, it remains classified as a controlled substance in many parts of the world and the U.S. Substance use not only exposes me to the risk of legal repercussions, but also perpetuates a cycle of stigma and marginalization of Black people--especially Black sex workers. As someone who is pursuing a challenging career outside of sex work, I stay sober. While I do consume alcohol during social gatherings professionally and personally, I do not drink excessively. I prefer to wake up each day with a clear and well-rested mind that is eager to take on the challenges of the day ahead.

Furthermore, my decision to abstain is informed by a broader ethical framework. Substance abuse often entails a degree of escapism or self-medication; some individuals seek temporary relief from stress, anxiety, or existential concerns...for others there are deeper issues present. While such coping mechanisms may offer transient solace, they are ultimately unsustainable and may exacerbate underlying issues in the long run. Instead of relying on external substances to cope with life's challenges, I choose healthy coping strategies, such as mindfulness, exercise, and seeking social support from close friends and loved ones. Might this make me boring for some? Perhaps. But for those of like-mind, I am exactly what you have been seeking.

Lastly, I am cognizant of the societal inequities perpetuated by the war on drugs and the disproportionate impact of drug enforcement policies on the Black and POC communities. The criminalization of drug possession and the punitive approach to drug policy have led to mass incarceration, racial disparities, and the erosion of civil liberties. By abstaining, I seek to challenge the status quo and existing implicit biases. I also advocate for evidence-based harm reduction strategies that prioritize public health and social justice.

In conclusion, my decision to refrain from using marijuana and other substances is a deliberate choice grounded in considerations of personal health, legalities, and social responsibility. While I respect the autonomy of individuals who choose differently, I remain steadfast in my personal commitment to leading a substance-free lifestyle as a provider and in my personal life. As we navigate the complexities of contemporary drug culture, let us engage in nuanced discourse that acknowledges the diverse motivations underlying substance use decisions and fosters a culture of empathy, understanding, and harm reduction.

Thank you!